Mon, Sep 20, 2010 at 2:04 PM
Dear brother,who is the mentor of this specific period in my life,
Sorry to interrupt you during your working/lunch time. Too many decisions to make at this moment. I know that i should make decisions by myself. (Please ignore the grammar mistakes in this mail... .) I feel like a mesfs again. This morning I heard from my classmate who is 25 and transfered from Australia last year, she said that she takes 27 credits this semester. Cause she wants to have more free time in the senior year so that she can probably find a job or sth. Since than I'm considering that what exactly is my purpose to support all my decision-making. I don't know how far can I go and I'm kind of losing the courage to challenge myself. How can it be so hard to destroy all my works i fpaid in the past few years. Still now, my problems look like a snowball down the mountain but actually they always turn out to be simple and solvable.
Sorry that i cannot list the problems and make them readable for you at one time.
